Three Words I Need To Hear.

I hate staying at home. I hate going to school. I enjoy neither of it. I lost weight? There’s really nothing interesting going on in my life. I wanna go for AAR but I don’t. I confuse myself. Let’s talk about something random, shall we? How about the dream I had last night. Yes, epitome of random.

I was an actress and after my awesome performance (I can’t remember what I performed), Sangkir’s favourite jerk gave me my first kiss and boom! I’m walking to my car with Navetha, Tina Akka and Satpal. The parking lot is down a hill with no road down (wtf? How’d we get the car down there then?)

The place is flooded with muddy water. At first, it seemed like a river. When I looked again, I saw cars half covered with water. By that time, those three were already on their way down. No stairs btw. They slid down -.- I was afraid of heights so I hid behind a pillar. I woke up cos I needed to pee.

Was that random enough? I’ve lost my thing for blogging.

I love Dharshie! Why? Cos i feel like loving her.

A week late....
Thanks everyone for remembering my birthday on the right day :D Thanks a million to Nav for the extremely long letter and picture. Lol! Facebook is awesome :D

Thanks:-
(Facebook people) :D
- Shankaree
- Izzy
- Gil
- Philip
- Aashvini
- Dhurga
- Jade
- Nipun
- Shannon
- Raghunesh
- Mathew
- Arthur
- Khashini
- Aruna Sivadas
- Aruna Vijiaretnam
- Kenny
- Dharshie
- Yelena
- Candy
- Gaya
- Kavi
- Wei Jing
- Shahril
- Pravin Jacob
- Jegan
- Dymi
- Leonard
- Gopal
- Mithrah
- Putra
- Yamini
- Gabrielle

SMS people.
- MY BEST FRIEND :)
- Deepaq
- Ashley
- Kharthik
- Guru
- Amber
- Mervin
- Soo Ann
- Saravana
- Laveena
- Satpal
- Dinesh Ane
- Zara
- Dnesh
- Shanjiff
- Niva
- Patsy
- Emily
- Navetha
- Ruvinesh
- Kak Yang
- Shantinii
- Saranya
- Dharshie
- Dymitrah

The ones who bothered to call..
- Big Akka
- Akka B
- Mama
- Shanta Mami
- Vickram
- Grandma

Anddd those who wished me in person,
- Gilbert
- Mervin
- Lim Looi Ling
- Lisa
- Brenda
- Nav
- Lay Yin
- Clar
- Cui Yi
( I can't remember the rest, sorry)

I trully appreciate everyone's wishes :) Especially to Gilbert, Shannon and Kak Yang who i share my birthday wish.

Dinesh Ane, Vick, i miss you guys. I'm longing for brotherly love. Not really, i just need someone to bully Shawn with. I still miss you guys though.

Football, can in fact be played with a volleyball.

Potatoes For Supper.

List of books I wanna sell. My mom was one of those parents who made sure there were tons of books to finish. I’m lazy, I’m sure you know that. Lotsa books weren’t even touched except to write my name :D (Ones in red are very good. Ones in blue are brand new. Ones is green are used a bit.)

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All I Gotta Do Is, Say.

Today was another mixed feelings kinda day. It’s annoying knowing lotsa people and it really hurts when you feel the pain of a person who’s gone, when you had nothing to do with it. Why am I friends with people? It’s not fair. I hate death.

On the happier note, we had treasure hunt during BM club. Sangkir, Ee Hua, Mun Hou, 2 other people and I were in team. We( I ) thought we were gonna be the green team, instead we were purple (: Yeah la, I was happy.

Then we lari all over the school until Kid’s right heart (which doesn’t exist) started hurting. We were tied with Chen Yang’s group. Guess who won? :D Purple! Ahem, I mean, our group won. Terima kasih mulut saya yang lincah.

I don’t get it, I’ve got a pretty high IQ but I can’t study right. WHY? -.- I’ve got extra class for BM, Science and Math that take up every lunch in a week. Isn’t 5-6 hours per day enough? I can’t take it anymore. What bugs me more is that I haven’t missed school in 2 months :S

26 bloody days till I can laze around and read all my storybooks and decide not to go to school the next day. I can do this. 26 days till I can watch Doogie Howser. 26 days till my bonfire. 26 days till I can sell my form3 books so I can buy form4 books.

Has anyone ever felt the need to cry but the tears were all clogged up in your tear gland? I feel it everyday. No, I’m not sad. I’m just angry and I needa let it out without hurting anybody. I tried onions, made me sneeze instead.


My best friend isn’t human. My best friend smells nice. My best friend freaks me out. My best friend’s boyfriend’s a flat-faced boy who’s hair is sexy. My best friend eats funnily. My best friend’s hand is my boyfriend against her own will. Have I mentioned she smells nice? Damn nice.

I like Accounts :D It’s an awesome subject and I haven’t even finished PMR. I think I’d do amazingly well. I hate myself. Gahhh. Why form3, do you have to be so harsh to me? Geo and KH will never help me. Except if my dream of becoming a mechanic comes true.

Yesterday during lunch, I ate an ant. Yes, semut. At 5 in the evening while I was fixing my ugly face, I felt something crawl on my upper lip. It was the ant which I’m sure was dead before I swallowed it. Ughhh.

Happy Birthday Sangkir’s Dani boy!

Happy Belated Birthday Durga!

Very Very Happy Belated Birthday Priya!

My deepest condolences, Tiru. I hope you get through everything just right. Stay strong.
R.I.P Shobaan.

The Northern Lights.

I did the most absurd thing this week. It's so absurd, i'd rather not mention it. And losers who are reading this, it's really nothing but a book. A book that was never my type of book. Kid, if you even think of saying it, i'll kill you (: in a loving way though.

I had an okay week, i guess. Darn, i can't remember everything i wanted to write. Gahh. Babi you terrrible memory span.

I miss Navetha's straight doll-like hair :S

AhBeng's coming apart. The back can't be closed at all and the cover to my USB port, charger and memory card slot is falling off. I may consider selofane tape if it gets worse despite the moisture from sweat. Heh.

I wanna change my number again. Stupid freaks text me at 3 a.m. claiming i'm some good friend of theirs. Sheesh. If you some sorta best friend of mine, you'd know i have trouble sleeping :( and then after you've buggd me enough, say i'm mean. Wtf weyh! Strange, strange people.

Kid prefers 20cents compared to 10cents. In other words, i've found her a perfect husband. Haha! She'd agree :) I have a deal to make; once you marry him, allow me to either clone him or biden? (I ask you here cos i'll probably end up laughing if i ask you on the phone or in person.

I've never seen an aurora except for the one in the textbook which looks like crap and i had a really clear picture in my dream. Oh joy, the confusion start. But it was pretty, really pretty. Ooh, also the whole solar system. Hmmmm.

This....
Thisss.....
and this, played in my head just like that but on a mountain.
The adorable boys who jumped into lakes from trees. I took this awesome picture :D
The sky is burning!
No, it's not.
No, no, it is burning.
*5 minutes later*
Awwww, looks like the fire's going off.
It was never burning.
Yes, it was!
Yeahh! And the firemen in the sky decided to put it out :)
Why would God let it happen in the first place?
Oh, y'know i was very busy this morning cos i had to put the cream on my face and i might have let the sky burn.
Kerri, Aarathi, Sangkir.

Yes, i was implimenting that i was God. Duhh!

Fallen Angel.

My lil' Rivanesh ♥


He's finally 5 ! Not that i want him to grow up though.
I've always found him the only totally wonderful person on the face of this planet. Kiddo, you'll read this one day. You're the most perfect child that God created :) I don't care what people say about how everyone's equal. You're special in a way that makes everyone love you. But i think i love you the most. And i'll always be here for you even when you don't need it.

♥

A Brighter Day.

Ini Candy a.k.a Sampaya Maithrige Chandima Wijendra.


Happy 17th Birthday Chica!

I honestly can't remember how i met or started talking to you. Lol! I knew you were Pat's friend and my dad's student but i dunno how i became friends with you. Back to the point, i've always thought that you were totally cool and funny and so on.

Well, i hope you had an awesome 17th day before yesterday! :D

Moonrise at Sunset.

My awesome awesome sexay betch, Dharshie

Happy 16th Birthday! :D

The best part about Prison Break was befriending you. Never have i had such a psychotic boy-loving friend like you. And i truly owe it to you for calming my nerves most of the time when i was nervous with all those adolescent stuff. Lol! You're a totally awesome friend.

I love you babe! And miss you too much.

After PMR, i don't care if the sky falls, we're going out.

♥