Isolation.

God, forgive me for i have abandoned my blog yet again. I haven't really had the time. Excuses excuses excuses. I'm good at it ;) Heh. Yes so a lot has happened, i guess. I wouldn't know, i can't remember. What i do know is that i failed my driving test cos the woman was menstruating, or i could be nice and just blame myself. Take your pick.

Not only did i fail, but i failed on Valentine's Day. Not only did i fail on Valentine's day, but i had to go to college. Not only did i have to go to college, but i had to stay till 5.30++. Not only did i have to stay till 5.30++, but i had to spend it alone cos my lovely boyfriend decides his test is more important than me. Gotta love my life (:

I think i spent the night on 9gag cos it's cool yo :D andddddd i'm just lifeless.

College has been hell the past week. My life's falling apart all over again. Nothing seems to be going right. My love life is a mess cos of me. My friends are getting annoyed/angry cos i don't know how to control my words. My workload seems to pilling up and i'm in no mood to finish it. I've lost my mojo to do anything. And of course i'm losing sleep :( which makes me look and act worse than the cast of Walking Dead. You get the point.

To everyone out there who's not in the mood to go through each day, don't go browsing through shopping blogs. Unless you've got plastic that you use to splurge (: then go ahead. If not, it just makes you feel sick.

To those who do have plastic to use, please feel free to buy some pretty shoes for me. I'm a size 5 and a half. THANKS! ;)

WikiHow doesn't tell people like me how to solve problems and be good friend and girlfriend and be normal and not a total loser to the world. Aii. Sorry if i'm depressing. It happens. I get sad and happy, sappy a lot nowadays. I don't know how to deal with it. I need a word with God :(

I blame myself for everything that's going wrong in my life.

Dynamic Toxification.

Hello cruel world. I lost my pillow today. My pillow's my pencil case which i love ohsomuch! Kharthik bought it for me. Along with the highlighters in it :( And some mechanical pencils that i've had for years! Sentiments, that's what it is :(

I just wanna crawl into a hole and cry.

Blue Numbers.

So my Kharthik left to China this morning at 9 smth. I was in Physics. Try to understand the grief i was going through knowing i wasn't even paying attention but i couldn't leave to talk to him :(

Last night killed me. I was reading all my old texts(I'm a very sentimental person) , the ones from before China and i got really sad. I started crying (I do that alot too). Then eventually, i almost fell asleep and the fireworks started. It's the Hokkien Chinese New Year, if i'm not mistaken. I felt like screaming to the sky and telling it to shut up. I ended up crying more. I was so angry that i just wanted a little silence.

Then Kharthik called and i couldn't control myself, i cried again. Goshh, i'm such a crybaby.

The only thing that hurts more than your loved one breaking up with you is, your loved one leaving you for another country. Trust me, i know. The feeling of being apart when the love is really strong totally sucks. Ohh the sadness that floods my tiny body.

Mainstream Curiosity.

OMG. There are so many rules (if it can be called that) to taking care of the nose piercing. I'm intrigued, yet really thankful.

Honestly, what would i do without Google? (:

Now i know that i can clean my nose by using salt water though it's advisable to leave the stud in my nostril for at least a month cos that's the approximate time for the nose's "healing time". LOL. I find that a bit funny. There seems to be a kabajillion people out there who know what to do :S

And now you do :D

Now i'm kinda paranoid about my nose and what's going on with my skin. Ohh dear.

Sorry there's not much today ): I've got a truckload of homework due in the morning. I'm not the best student. Wanna fight yo? Gangster. FAIL.

OKAY. BYE :D

Pleading Guilty.

PLEASE UTILISE MY CHATBOX. PLEASE? IT LOOKS SO DEAD AND BARE :(

thanksss (:

Lemonade Mouth.

I seem to have the habit of overloading Google Chrome with a kabajillion open pages. Yeahh, i don't have the energy to keep open different windows. Sue me. My computer lags like mad and it drives me mad. It's the root of my impatience nowadays. Aside from my brother, of course.

So the boyfriend came over this morning. To eat the food the mother cooked. Cos you know she's not MY mother and he's not MY boyfriend or anything -.- You reading this, will think it's sweet. It gets annoying after awhile. You start wondering what part you play in the story. And like me, you'll realize you've got a part as an antagonist. Well, beggars can't be choosers. And as much of a beggar i am, it's pretty amusing cos they look like infatuated teens. Isn't life funny? Hilarious.

We went to MV. Why? I dunno. Cos it's convenient? And cos supposedly Chinese New Year meant the roads would be empty. This is KL lah bro! No such thing as empty roads. I bet even if they country was under emergency (I don't know how to use it in a sentence, sorry if it's wrong), KL would still be flooded with cars. KLites are totally oblivious to everything going on around them. Which is exactly why i love my KL (:

Yes. Anyways, we went to look for a place to pierce my nose. We eventually found it. It's a stall in front of Sushi King in the Lower Ground. The lady was nice. I dunno if she was Indonesian. I starting worrying about the pain. It didn't hurt. It just stung a bit. Then it was okay. But Kharthik getting his ea rs pierced was a whole different story. Have you watched America's Funniest Home Videos? This was funnier. He looked so constipated and scared and cute all at the same time. I did what any girlfriend would do. I laughed. Yes, i know you're sad there's no picture. He wanted to knock my phone outta my hand so i decided a picture wasn't the best idea.

He kept telling the lady, "letak spray lagi!". It was absolutely adorable. And to prove that i didn't tear cos it hurt.. Yahoo! tells me that when we pierce our nose, we end up tearing/crying cos our tear duct glands are located in that region. See, i know my Bio facts/logic babyboy (: Heh. I had fun, nevertheless. The food court was a spoiler though. Stupid Dry Chicken Curry Meehoon. We thought it was Curry Meehon with Fried Chicken on the side or smth. It turned out to be Fried Meehon with Chicken Curry on it. I lost my appetite immediately. Aii.

It was awesome. I think i look really good with my nose pierced :D I mean it's been something i've wanted to do for such a long time. Aside from piercing other parts of my face (: Heh. I've got pictures of myself, definitely. What sort of a camwhore would i be otherwise? (: I think i've typed plenty of nonsense already. Ohh, did i mention my baby made me drive to the grocery shop today? :D Hehehehehehehehehehehheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheh.

OMGMYNOSESOITCHYICANDIE! :O

I need to get started on Chemistry, Physics(least likely) :P and English.

Goodbye, world.

Love (:

NICE? :D

I somehow love how my eyes look really fierce here (;

Chicken Rice For Brunch.

You gotta love Blogger templates and backgrounds! I've been using Blogger since i was 14 which is like 4 years ago. Yes, not much of progress on my blog. I KNOW. I got really jakun and well, i started clicking too much :S It happens a lot when you're as kampung-fied as i am. SO D'YU LIKE MY NEW BACKGROUND? :D Hehe.

I'm supposed to be studying Chemistry but obviously it's not working fine. I have Attention Deficit Disorder (self-diagnosed, as usual) or it's just me not wanting to study. I think it's got something to do with my addiction to sleep. Yes, i'm a sleep addict. Bite me :/ I forgot my purpose of blogging.

OMG.

I swear there's nothing clicking in my mind right now. This is annoying. Have you ever gone through not being able to sleep at night cos you've got too many things to say to the world (or in my case, this blog)? I go through it all the time! I tell myself "Okay, tomorrow i'm gonna blog about all this". When tomorrow comes, i've either forgotten or lost my mojo. This sucks. But on the bright side, all my rubbish rants actually amount to some readable crap. Hopefully this crap makes you feel better cos whoever you are, wherever you are, you're probably more diligent than i am (:

I'm feeling very lovey dovey at the moment. So please excuse the lovey dovey pictures i'm gonna post. Anyways, there's this verse from the Bible that i love ohsomuch. I first heard in A Walk To Remember. If you're the kind who enjoys crying over every single thing (like me), you should definitely watch it. I cried reading the e-book -.- I'm a sucker for love stories.

Isn't it sweet? (:

This is Superman. He wears his underwear on the inside.

Superman loves me very much, as you can see (:

Superman gets intoxicated from too much of love and camwhoring.

I love Superman whose name is Kharthik.

(: